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四月二十九天:慢慢爱上这座城

今天是四月的最后一个工作日。昨天已经将本月的任务告一段落了,新的工作开始在心中酝酿筹划。尽管公司和客户都再三叮嘱节日期间随时候命加班,但我还是在这段忙碌的日子里偷得了今天这样一个可以没有工作的一天。

人最可怕的是习惯。习惯了好的,或者习惯了坏的。就像在上海的日子里,慢慢爱上了每天看到的一切。比如公司这座古旧的老别墅,里弄那些葱翠的梧桐树、大片铺盖的爬墙虎、后院里的活泼金毛狗⋯⋯还有一个人的办公室,靠近窗边,每天都能对着阳光和岑天老树发呆,脸上会感受到温润的春风吹来,耳边每天都可以肆无忌惮地播放那些老爵士或者钢琴曲⋯⋯安静并且舒服地享受忙碌却可以偷闲的工作,这一切让我慢慢着迷。

爱上了窗外偶尔响起的树叶婆娑的声音,还有里弄里偶尔传来的人声,当然小鸟可以全天候在你窗外飞来飞去或者驻足停歇,听不懂它们叫的内容,却能感受那种愉快轻松的情绪。一个人安静地体会这一切,因为知道这些很可能稍纵即逝,即使我已经看到在不久的将来我会非常怀念这一段时光,我心中仍然没有太多的伤感,接收此刻,难能可贵。

还没有认真深入地了解这座城市,却也不想浮光掠影般地匆匆走过。昨天上海同事发给我一个关于可以漫步上海的十条线路,真的非常诱人,决定以后下班不打车回家了,用走的。

昨天晚上下班发现口袋只剩十块钱了,忽然萌生选择漫步穿过这座城市回家。有音乐陪伴,有影子跟随,安静地熟悉那些尺度舒服的马路和舒展木讷的梧桐,心情也会突然失忆地愉快起来。此刻那个悠在其中的人,是习惯单行路的独行侠,还是好演技的路人甲?

尽管上海已经进入初夏,但夜里仍然会感觉像是秋天。或许是温度,或许是心情,昨天由于客户付款不守信,加上公司报销和薪水日期错位,导致忽然发现身上所有可以花的银子只有十几块钱了,一时心急,拿起电话又不知道该把这个麻烦发给谁。那时候真是抓耳挠腮了。有时候也很巧,偏偏总在这个时候你信得过得好朋友总会因为各种原因你联络不到,多逗啊!忽然想到这几年每次高烧都从没有给任何朋友打过电话,一个人熬过两三天就又挺拔了。我是一个多么不愿意麻烦别人的人,第一是张不开口,第二是实在不情愿。或许就这样一个人一遍一遍听着常石磊的mine

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again,看着上海安静的夜晚,心情也就豁然开朗了。

所以这座城市总会给我留下各种不一样的经历和回忆。包括那些温度和气味,还有闭上眼睛都能浮现的很多场面。不知道,有时候想想如果回到三里屯那个喧嚣聒噪的办公室,自己是否会心猿意马呢?天越来越热了,两座城,一颗心,在何方。

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One Response to “四月二十九天:慢慢爱上这座城”

  1. rainingtree 说到:

    很上海...的嘟嘟囔囔 字里行间
    这也许就是城市的背景音乐的缘故..........
    终于到了五月 真好

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