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献给天堂里的潇洒先生

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这是凯子在2011年4月26日16:04发的最后一条微博的内容。配图是一条黑色的小鱼拖着漂亮的尾巴安静地在透明的鱼缸中游动,纯白的画面和文字让最后一条微博就这样安静地静止在那里了。而他最后的头像,是一个背后投射炫目光芒的侧剪影,没有了以往的桀骜不驯,而是一张安静柔和的面容,静静地低着头⋯⋯

关于和凯子告别的这件事,我不知道该从何说起。是从我们认识的第一天开始,还是从我接到艳艳痛哭电话的那一刻开始?此刻的我已经又坐在32摄氏度的上海了,回想着昨天北京阴冷的天,心里仍然错位着。

那是周日黄昏睡醒开机看到艳艳给我短信回过去电话里面她哭着跟我说凯子走了的时候,我的直觉是这臭小子又玩离家出走了。可我真的无法相信电话那边郑重其事再一次说给我听的内容。那时候上海热得汗流浃背人心烦躁,我却寒毛竖立脑子眩晕。

接下来的一切事情都快速地进行,向公司请假安排好工作出门订票收拾行李简单吃饭然后上车回京。我还记得那个周日是母亲节,我出门的时候给妈妈打了个电话,聊了很久听到妈妈那边很开心我才放心挂上电话。之后我在想,凯子你就这样给自己的妈妈一个母亲节的礼物吗?

“臭小子!你一点都不乖!不是说好了等我月底回北京去看你吗?不是说好了你丫赶紧病好了继续斗嘴呢吗?没出息!就这么不吭声一个人潇洒去了!太不够意思了!告诉你!我非常不开心接到今天这个电话!非常不开心!你别走远,我现在就杀回去,明天你必须穿得最帅最帅最帅的,让我们大家伙见到你!”5月8日

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“已在归京途中了。从下午接到电话勿忙订票请假飞奔车站,从吃惊不信到泪不成泣,现在静下来满脑子都是曾经的画面,再熟悉不过的声音和笑容,还有永远不变的互骂嬉闹的段子,多得让我都觉得模糊了。直到现在都仍然不信这是真的,心里总认为明早到京就会看见你贱馊馊的样子,然后骂你一顿玩笑开大了⋯⋯” 5月8日 22:51

这是当时在火车上发的两条微博,心情很复杂,始终觉得不太能相信这件事情的真实性,那一夜在火车上,辗转难免,有难过,更多的是想不明白,怎么也想不明白。

关于告别的细节我不想再过多描述了,总之能见到的朋友都来了,八宝山当天成了一次最全的老友聚会,主人公是凯子。每个人都穿得漂漂亮亮的来看他,看到他安静睡在那里的一刻,觉得像是在演戏,觉得一会活动结束,凯子就疯癫地跑来跟我们团聚⋯⋯

中午吃饭看到他父母,我心里特别难受,用个凯子常用的词叫“窝心”。丧子的妈妈还那样的坚强嘱咐我们要健康平安的生活。当看到我们这些朋友的时候,她老人家情不自禁地说:看看凯子这些好朋友都多好,又年轻又高又帅⋯⋯凯子生前也是又高又帅⋯⋯那一刻我彻底决堤了,我太能体会这位母亲心中的痛苦了,真的在那一刻觉得说任何的话都没有办法安慰她⋯⋯只是生气,生气王凯不听劝,去年包括我在内的大家都说过他多少次,从来都是玩笑又倔强地任性而为,走到今天,你潇洒了,留下的痛苦都是父母和妹妹在承担,还有让我们这些朋友要用多久才能适应你在我们生活中的消失呢?

回上海的路上,自己仍然安静地停留在离别的情绪中,身体已经非常疲惫。虽然这半年来因为工作原因几乎没有和凯子在生活中玩耍见面,尽管因为那莫名其妙的事情哥们两个忽然变得尴尬起来,但这一次,我真的在心里非常难过。时至今日,每每提起想起凯子这个名字的时候,鼻子都会一酸,脑子里每天都会不自觉浮现很多曾经大家在一起的画面,当忽然想到以后再也不会在某个地方或者某个地方看到他的时候,心中总会有种错位的痛感⋯⋯

最后,对你说些一直以来要说的话吧:

嘿!小眼子!这称呼亲切吗?很久没这样叫你了吧!尽管你以前给我起过那么多乱七八糟的外号,我还是要坚持叫你小眼子!哈!好吧!如果这算是最后和你说的话,那么我不想把气氛弄得太悲伤,我知道你不喜欢悲情的气愤,很多大大小小的事情在你那里都变的快乐和轻松,你一向无所谓的臭表情告诉我们,你也是在乎的,只不过嘴硬脸臭罢了!好吧⋯⋯臭小子,告诉你,我从上海连夜赶回来送你最后一程了,你让我掉了很多丢人的眼泪,到现在写这些文字的时候你仍然让我停不住泪如雨下⋯⋯知道我想到什么了吗?记得我爷爷去世的前夜咱们大伙唱歌我莫名其妙痛哭的那次吗?你抄起mic说唱首歌献给佑佑,那时候觉得特别温暖⋯⋯这几天我回到上海没办法正常进入工作状态,非常不自然地让自己变得浮躁起来,内心如此抗拒按部就班的工作,不知道为何都是咱们曾经一起玩耍的场面。还有我生日咱们一起跳舞排练,我还有那时的录像呢,但是,我不敢再看了⋯⋯说实话,我真希望在灵堂看到你躺在那的时候那是在演戏,然后咱们擦干眼泪晚上继续去喝!不醉不罢休!还有酒吧,尽管我已经很久不去了,但以后我也不想再去了,我不想在酒吧某个角落自己喝醉了幻想你忽然神出鬼没的出现,那里有太多咱们大伙开心的回忆了。其实还有太多太多我真的不想再一个一个说了,我相信你还是都能记得的。有件事,我觉得应该和你说,去年因为娃娃咱俩忽然变得尴尬了,你和我都刻意回避这件事情,我知道都是为了这份友情,其实我们都该面对这一切,太多无奈和别无选择让三个人的关系变得让外人看不明白,让我们自己也觉得不太舒服,但到如今,我们都主动剪开这团解不开的疙瘩,我想了这或许就是三个人上辈子没有了解的姻缘吧。如今,我们三个都还是好朋友,我拿你当好兄弟,一位永远29岁的大帅哥兄弟!⋯⋯我很怀念最初咱们大家在一起玩耍没有任何不开心和烦恼的时候,我相信那些时光都会保存在脑子里的。对我来说,你没有走,你始终还在我们身边,我不会删掉你的qq、msn、开心、微博和电话号码,想你的时候我会发消息给你,我知道你会看到的!不管怎样,臭小子,在那边照顾好自己,知道你爱自由爱热闹,但是也要注意休息啊!这边的兄弟都会念着你的!咱俩不是老斗嘴开玩笑地争来争去谁最帅吗?哈哈!好吧我承认你赢了!你是最棒最帅的!希望你能在你的天堂做最帅的潇洒先生!你永远是我们爱的凯子⋯⋯

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11 Responses to “献给天堂里的潇洒先生”

  1. KK 说到:

    能给我你的微博链接吗?

  2. 馒头他爹 说到:

    哦 你是?

  3. kk 说到:

    几年前就开始关注你了 就是没留过言 想留言又不知道说什么好 不好意思 呵~~

  4. 馒头他爹 说到:

    哈哈 我还有其他的好朋友也叫kk 所以就觉得特别熟悉又不知道是谁 哈哈 虽然不说话也算老朋友了咱们

  5. KK 说到:

    不说话的老朋友?哈哈~~没想到我在这里说的第一句话是跟你要微博~~最近沉迷微博中~~~

  6. 馒头他爹 说到:

    哈哈 好吧 我承认 我最近也是热衷微薄 忽略了博客 但是博客我不会丢下得。 http://weibo.com/devinicer

  7. KK 说到:

    我想你要大发牢骚的时候才会到博客这边来 微博那边限制了你发挥的字数 哈哈~~我两边都关注了 不管你在哪都会一直支持你~~

  8. 馒头他爹 说到:

    好啊 不过 哪个是你呢? 告诉我啊

  9. KK 说到:

    额 看客一枚没更新的 懒懒个熊~

  10. 馒头他爹 说到:

    哎⋯⋯我镇的实在太懒了⋯⋯

  11. KK 说到:

    大家都懒了~~你会回来看一下博客已经算不错了~~哈~~~

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